Sara Stiles

new journal

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 05:07:37 GMT

ghostfairy707 please add me

Im not in love.

Wed, 19 Mar 2008 19:01:30 GMT

I love him but im not in love with him. I want to leave him but i cant. Its confusing.

Money.

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 18:17:48 GMT

I need money. Like now! All my money goes towards the baby and our apartment. I need money for a camera and photography school. Any ideas on how i can make some money easily?

Very strange

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 19:41:25 GMT

i am now able to go on here from my cell phone. Little update... Donovan took a couple months of work

i dont even know where to begin....

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 21:46:26 GMT

I dont have a computer. Im at the library :[
So....Had my baby on the 13th of December.
Donovan Lee Irish _______ Jr.

Me and Donovan are engaged (even though I think he might have cheated on me with a girl who i really wanted to be friends with....w/e shit happens.) I dont have proof....except I was a bad girl and read his myspace messages between them that sounded like something happen but didnt really say what so I cant really do anything about it, I just hope he doesnt do it again if he did. If he did I wont leave him unless i found out he did again. I guess im just a dumb girl :p

We finally have a home that we feel comfortable in which is good for the baby.
Im trying to get out more and be friends with people who have bfs so i dont have to worry
about them trying to break up me and donovan anymore.

I got another tattoo. Its two turtles swimming up with a really pretty background.
I got it because I had 2 turtles. One I had for 12 yrs the other 2. I miss them alot.

Im not really sure what else to say.
I dont know when ill update again casue i cant come on here
using my cellphone, but i can go on mysace.

K.....BYE.

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 20:35:59 GMT

So I dont think i mentioned that im having a boy.

help

Sun, 20 May 2007 02:54:53 GMT

im trying to delete people who arent important but i dont know how :{

Thu, 17 May 2007 21:22:51 GMT

Morning sickness. yuckk :[
So im sitting here at Dougs
being sick all day just like the other day.
I keep throwing up and having headaches.

Donovans at work. Well...His soon to be work.
Hot ink tattoos.
He got an apprenticeship staring next month.
Yaayy.
So usually I spend my days all day there unless
Im sick. So people should hang out with me so
im not stuck there all day or here all day alone.

Family reunion saturday.
family gets to meet Donovan
and find out about the baby thing
well some of em know unless they all blabbed to
everyone.

Hair is growing too slow :[
Its ugly. Uhghgghghghg

Finally got an ID.
I look like Edward Furong on Detroit Rock City.
:{
Even though ive loved him for llike ever i dont wanna look
like him in my ID
lol.

Thats all for now. Bye.

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 21:28:44 GMT

can anything else go wrong?

im homeless.im pregnant. stressed. ugh.

dont get me wrong im happy about finding out im going
to have a baby altho im not ready.
but being homeless at the same time is really
stressful =[

crazzyy

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 19:20:44 GMT

i have some reallly big news.

me and donovan are going to have a baby!!

wow...i cant believe that. lol

were actually really happy

Pictures:me and Donovan

Tue, 19 Dec 2006 21:38:35 GMT

dramadramadrama.

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 23:08:24 GMT

I just wish all my best friends would get along.
My two best friends just dont like eachother.
Even though they hide it from eachother.
&I think one of them hates my boyfriend, but the other
gets along with him.
It would be so great if they could all get along
with eachother.
I love my best friends to death, but im not gonna leave
the one person who makes me the happiest for them...
Or the one friend of mine.
I know she feels like she's losing me to him, but she has nothing to
worry about. I realize I have been spending everyday with him, but
I cant help but like him so much.
&I know my other friend misses me becuase it had been so long
since me and her got to hang out, we've been catching up.
I just need to make time for all of them.
Especially since they all hate eachother and we cant all hang out
at once =[

i want my journal

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 17:23:00 GMT

but its all the way upstairs.
=[[
Well anyways. The past few days
have been pretty cool.
I have a boyfriend now.
His name is Donovan.
Some of you might know him.
and yeah. haha/

thats pretty much it for now.

its too early to type alot.

woahh. I should update.

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 17:16:02 GMT

Ive been at Bianca's for the past....
2 weeks?
Ive gone home a couple times.
I just really hate it there.

Well Im usually in Benicia everyday now.
Hangin out with random people.
Its pretty cool.
Ive made some cool new friends.

I hung out with my friend Donovan
yesterday. I hadnt seen him for like
a year and we've never really hung out
before.
He's really cute.

I met my friend Zacks gf over last weekend
She's really cool. &hecka cute.

Uhm...I'll update more later.

killkillkill

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 06:01:25 GMT

I want to kill someone.
k. Maybe just hurt them real bad.
LOl.
I CANT STAND living here.
I want to move out.
but i dont really have anywhere to go.
My cousin gets on my nerves so
freakin bad.
Hes the one I wanna kill.
and so do my other cousins that live here.
there little brats!
ugh.
HELPP MEEEE!!!

Halloween Pictures. Yee Yee

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 06:49:40 GMT

Halloween =]

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 20:20:28 GMT

I should have a few pictures soon.

Well yesterday me and Bianca went to
Brandons house for a bit then we
all went trick or treating =]
I wanted more candy!!
but it didnt seem like very many
people went trick or treating....
or even had candy to give out.

Lame.
Haha.

but it was still fun.

I was a Midnight Fairie.
&it was cold.
So i had my jacket on and the wings
through my patch.
LOl.
K well i'll try to have pictures sooon

Babysitting.

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 21:33:09 GMT

My Aunt wants me to start babysitting her youngest kid.
No big deal. I'll be getting paid good.
Its a start.
Since my life has been going.....down?
Cant think of any other word.
Uhm.
Bye.

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 02:05:04 GMT

Why do I feel like I have the worst luck with guys?
1. My friends dates friend flaked on me, so we try to find someone else. We call Austin, he wouldve went but he's grounded.
    This other guy WAS gonna go, he asd to take him somewhere real quick then back home then we'd leave, but he couldnt
     leave cause his mom said no.....
2.Today. I was gonna hang out with the guy from last night. The last one mentioned, but i had to end up babysitting and he was
    was gonna come over still but I guess they couldnt find the place. and yeah....

&I like this guy and he wants to get to know me.

I just fell like I have bad luck. not JUST with guys.Ugh.

I'll go crazy

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 09:19:06 GMT

I dont know when were moving.
but, I know im gonna go insane
living with my moms friend.
Ugh.
They came over for dinner.
ALL of them.
Thats....7 or 8 of em.
I lost track.Haha.
I seriously was like irritated and they
had only been here for not even an hour.
I dont see how im gonna live with them all.
I really have no choice.
As soon as I can Im getting my own place with
a roomate.
Anyways........
Shawns supposed to be coming down within...
the next month or 2 to get a tattoo from Sterling
at Dv8.
He wants me to go back up there to visit for like a week or two.
Fuck staying two, haha. I'll stay a week.
His family wants me to visit also.
Plus I need to get away from everyone for a week or so.
Just to have time to myself to do other things and visit people.
So we'll see.
Hopefully I get a tattoo soon :]]
bye

I want this

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 21:04:42 GMT

Like I want the blue color blendid with purple but more like the bottom one without the leaves. I think I wanna get it on my wrist. but not on the inside :]]

mannnnnn

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 20:02:43 GMT

I wish I had a boyfriend.

Haha

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 16:32:49 GMT

This weekend....

wow. It better go as planned.
Yeahhh.
Otherwise its gonna be lame.

Drunk ladys in wheelchairs.

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 10:06:16 GMT

The other night while coming home from In-N-Out at 11pm Bianca almost hit a lady in a wheelchair.
............She was in the MIDDLE of the fucking street. Drunk. whatthefuck.
She moved over hella quick and the lady was like yelling something.
Its her dumbass fault. She shouldnt have been in the middle of the street.
Haha.

Last night I went to this Mary Kay "party" with my Aunty Tami,Mom,and Bianca.
It was kinda boring, but my aunt gave us a free gift for going :D
Lol.

So as much as I dont want to move with my moms friend Twila in A.C. I think it might
work out. All my Mom will have to pay is 130ish something a month.
Since rent is only fucking 44$ plus whatever else you want. cable.internet.pg&e. etc.
I should hopefully be learning how to drive soon. Sad i know. I still havent learned :[[
So maybe then I can get a cheap car,and actually look for a job.
I just hope things dont change. Like me losing touch with my closest friends.
I already feel like I have with Angela. Seeing that she goes to school and has a bf.
&Bianca has became a really good friend. Basically my best friend :D
We do everything together, well except make-out and all that good stuff. Lol.
So i'd hate to lose another friend.
Dont get me wrong,Angela still is one of my best friends,just we dont hang out
as much as we use to.
Well I should just stay positive and stop thinking of all the bad things. I wont let
it happen.

Hmm...Anything else I need to update. Did I mention Ive made a couple new friends
who live in Benicia? Jeff and Alex. There pretty cool. &I met this one guy I had
Bianca talk to for me. haha. If you know me you know how I am.
Well yeah I doubt id have a chance with this guy, I guess I should just try to get to know him
but its hard for me to just go up and talk to people :[[
Plus it'd be kinda wierd going out with someone who has the same name as my Dad, but its
just a name. Still wouldnt you find it a bit awkward? Haha.

Okay thats enough for now.I dont wanna make this too long. Im sure I bored you enough.
Bye.

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 19:39:11 GMT

I think we will be moving to American Canyon.I'll be in Vallejo alot though.
Im sure I can stay at Bianca's a few nights outta the week :D
Bye.